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17 Years Old, 6ft 2, Your Mum A Biiiiit Of An Anger Problem, Only Controlled By The Angel On My Shoulder. Not The Best To Come To When It Comes To Advice As I Consider Most Peoples Problems To Be Easily Solveable Or Just Plain Pathetic, But Hey, Thats Just My Way Of Doing Things. In Most Cases The Simplest Thing Is Usually The Best Thing To Do. Then Again Its Not Like I Would Follow The Advice I Give. I Have My Way Of Dealing With Whatever Problems I Have, Which I Doubt Many Would Choose To Do As I Do. Instead Of Trying To Deal With Situations I Simply Choose To Walk On Past And Leave Em To Sort Themselves Out, Which They Eventually Do. I'm Not The Kind Of Person Who Will Keep Going Back To The Problem In The Hope That The Problem Is Looking Any Better. I Simply Move On And Forget It Was Ever There. Sometimes I Dream Of Being Somewhere Else Or Someone Else. Dreaming Of Being A Better Person, Someone Who Makes A Difference Instead Of Trying And Failing. But These Are Mere Dreams And I Know I Don't Have The Will To Fulfil These Dreams....

Second Heartbeat

Sunday, 21 June 2009

He was always givin’ her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka’s hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

Check, one one, two

I came into this world as a reject
Look into these eyes
Then you'll see the size of the flames
Dwellin' on my past
It's burnin' on my brain
Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain

Hey, I think about the day
My girlie ran away with my pay
When fellas came to play
Now she's stuck with my homies that she fucked
And I'm just a sucker with a lump in my throat

Like a chump, hey

Should I be feelin' bad?
Should I be feelin' good?
It's kinda sad, I'm the laughing stock of the neighborhood
And you would think that
I'd be movin' on
But I'm a sucker like I said
Fucked up in the head, not!

And maybe she just made a mistake
And I should give her a break
My heart will ache either way
Hey, what the hell, what you want me to say?
I won't lie, that I can't deny

I did it all for the nookie, c'mon
The nookie, c'mon
So you can take that cookie
And stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your..

Why did it take so long?
Why, did I wait so long, huh?
To figure it out, but I did it
And I'm the only one
Underneath the sun who didn't get it
I can't believe that I could be deceived
By my so-called girl, but in reality
Had a hidden agenda
She put my tender, heart in a blender
And still I surrendered

Like a chump, hey

I did it all for the nookie, c'mon
The nookie, c'mon
So you can take that cookie
And stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your.. yeah!
Stick it up your..

I'm only human
It's so easy for your friends to give you their advice
They'll tell you, just let it go
It's easier said than done
I appreciate it, I do, but Just leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone
And nothing gonna change
You can go away
I'm just gonna stay here
And always be the same

Monday, 1 June 2009

I don't particularly like this band.....but this song for whatever reason has a hold over me....


Unintended - Muse
"You could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you could be the one i'll always love

you could be the one who listens
to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

first there was the one who challenged
all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

before you"